I Forbid You....


Leaving you a note.

Event III of this short story has been long overdue. Because of my hectic schedules over the last minute preparation of our wedding, I have to temporarily stop my writing on this one. Been spending hours every night thinking 'bout the next scene and although I already have the draft, still it was not well-presented. I'm crossing my fingers that I will be able to continue this early next year. And since I haven't got any positive response yet on the first two events, pretty sure delaying the third event won't be that much of effect.

Early Happy Holiday greetings to all!!!

A Bit Disappointed

The most awaited sequel of Twilight Saga after its first hit last 2008. The one movie that left me hanging-by-a-moment, wanting my own Edward Cullen (Robert Pattinson, "Harry Potter") to appear before my very life and hold me as his captive. I know I haven't made a review on the first release of Stephenie Meyer's novel, "Twilight" though the movie gave me an endless nights of 'wishing upon the stars' to turn my partner into a vampire. Like any other ordinary gal, I am one of those whose hearts wilts at the mention of the word vampire and would willingly surrender one's life in cravings for that fatal bite. Odd as it may seem but that's how fanatic I am.

Twilight, the first released series did turned out in blockbuster legions. To be honest, at first I pay less attention to it. IT DID NOT....really draw me some interest NOT UNTIL

Last Christmas being....

Was browsing the net for some Christmas medley song when
the sudden thought of last holiday being SINGLE strucked me.
Guess, pre-wedding jitters is slowly crawling down my spine
as the day of the most awaited moment of my life
is fast approaching.
Yes, I'd be spending my last Christmas being single this 25th of December.
Three days after that,

Last Minute Detail

Okay...I know I haven't announced anything about the author of this blogsite getting married. It's not that I'm hiding it from the viewers but I want all things to be set up properly before I declare it to the public. Yes, you've heard it right. I, Rizza, will be blessed as Karl's wife in like two months after this post.

Well, it's a very long and I mean loooo00000nnng wedding prep.

I Forbid You, Event II

Event II
The Hint

"Dave, are you sure we're not going to end up blaming ourselves for this?" Lianne anxiously confronted her husband.

Dave let out a heavy sigh as he places his Attaché case back on the desk and reach out for Lianne's hand, "Li, it's been a year and a half and everything seemed to fall on its proper places. You worry too much for Grace"

"I just can't help it, Dave. I can't afford to risk Grace meeting her....."

"Oh, shush it will you?!" Dave swiftly cut her off. "I don't want to hear anything anymore starting this minute. This case is close and no, that...." he paused, "that thing will never happen."

Lianne could not do anything else but to obey her husband. After all, he's Mr. Dave Buckenfield......at law.


"Grace, right?"

A Challege

"Go, sell what you have, and give to [the] poor
and you will have treasure in heaven; then come, follow me.
Amen, I say to you, there is no one who has given up house
or brothers or sisters or mother or father or children or lands for my sake
and for the sake of the gospel who will not receive a hundred times more
now in this present age."
Mk 10:21b, 29-30

Another Year Added!!!

A happeh happeh birthday to ME and you!
A happy happeh birthday, who ME? No, You!
I want to thank the Lord for giving me another year to journey with my life.
Another set of chance to share a WARM SMILE tO my family
Relatives, friends and enemies (if there's any).
My only wish for this day:
tHat God will uSe me as His instrument
in bringing JOY to othErs.
Have a hAppY and bLesSEd Natal Day tO ME! ^_^

First Letter

Got this one from FB and thought of posting it here with a twist.
Yes, with a complete twist...lol.
I guess by now, you've noticed how I posted my answers.
Enjoy reading!

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Jam-jam 'd clown' vs Barney (Comic Strip)

Would like to share with you this Mini-Comic Strip my friends requested me to work on last month. It was taken during Jazzie's birthday last September 19. The gang or rather the group was messing up with Jam-jam the clown and thought of making a story out of the photos we captured. So, to all my friend, here's your request:

I Forbid You, Event I

Event I

'Twas the fourth of June when I saw him again. I was busy reading my all time fave book by Anne Rice when I heard his name being mentioned by the group of cheer squad seated next to my table. Obviously, he got all the eyes of every girl in the campus. I must admit, they have all the reason to do so, for I, myself, admire his perfection as well. He's a straight 'A' student. Excels in almost all of the extra-curricular activities in school. An active member and a leader at the same time of different school organizations. 'Tis my second year here in Vermont High but I've learned a lot of things about him. How will I not, when he's always the talk of every student in our campus.

Taste of Nature

Forty-two years had passed since the last time the Metropolitan Manila experienced a 24-hour rainfall of 334 millimeters (mm). Saturday, September 27th, Tropical storm "Ondoy" (International name: Ketsana) slammed on-ground Philippines and brought rains of 341 mm equivalent to a month's worth of rainfall. This broke the record in June 1967 according to the Philippines' weather forecasting bureau.

I focused less about the weather the other day thinking it's just one of the heavy rains we are experiencing


I was browsing thru the status of my friends on facebook the other day just to have some tiny insy bit updates of their whereabouts when I stumble upon Jill's. She posted this link from youtube.com about an amazing story of a lion, a TRUE story. Sooooo, I checked and....I guess you probably knew what happened next - - - to ME - - -'cause am sure, 100% sure that it will have the same effect on you.

EC Error

I admit it's been three months since the last time I checked on my EC Drops Inbox and some of the paid ads were also left unattended. I checked on my EC account two days ago, did some EC drops as well as approved some paid ads but when I checked on my site, the paid ads won't display. It always gives me this notification whenever I logged in and have my site checked:

Our automatic widget scanner can't find any sign of the Entrecard widget on your website. To put the widget on, go to Get Code and put your choice of widget in your blog sidebar. Check my page now.

What could have been the prob? Am worried about the people who paid for their ads and I wasn't able to post it on my page or rather display. To all, am really sorry. I will try my best to really find the solution for this. Please bear with me.

The Reason

Yes, been sentenced "Guilty" beyond reasonable doubt three months ago and 'tis only now that am given the chance to explain my side, to tell the story behind my action of silence for a long time. While in prison, I did a lot of thinking that maybe I should start talking else be silenced for the rest of my remaining days. The truth above all other things, and as what I have posted on my previous post, I have lots of stories to tell, ideas and every other details of my so-called life. But then was distracted. It's like saying that I was on my way home when I met an accident and instead of being able to extend my presents to my mom, I wasn't able to do so since I was brought in the hospital. Diverted, others may suggest. My interest was diverted or rather something that had happened along the way has stolen my time instead of updating my post here.

Okay enough of the "try to read between the line stuff" and just hit the button and get to the bottom line of this. Lols! Carried away, eh? Now am having butterflies in my stomach that you might really think I was imprisoned. ^_^ Anyway, the main reason why my shadow isn't visible around the blogging world is that "I do some Role Playing"


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First off, I want to thank Ann for sharing this one to me...Quite a start in updating my site...Thankies mah fwen. So, I want to pass this chain to my following fwens.....

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Sentence: GUILTY!!!

Heya folks..I know, i know i've been away for more than a month..ohh, please don't stare at me like that, it kills me and makes me guilty for not updating this site. I am so sorry. I've got loads of drafts but haven't finished writing the whole part of it causing it all to go unpublished. Honestly, I feel so bad, really really bad about the whole writers block or whatever you will call it. I've been trying hard, this whole stuff of finding some sort of inspiration in writing is torturing my brains out. Well, it's not really that I don't have someone as my inspiration but it's just that ugh! I've got lots of crap running in my head and it hinders me putting into words what I really have in mind, [believe me I have so many things I wanna share but my focus in WRITING is kinda lost at the moment] -took a deep breath- oh well, I just hope I will have that spirit soon or maybe starts balancing my time over blogging and rping. I just hope you will not end up gettin' tired of waiting for my next post. ^_^

Handwriting=Inner Me

Heya!!! I got this tag from Anniniput...Tenchu so much. I hope it's not yet tooooooo late for me to make this one. So, here's my handwriting and am crossing my finger for any harsh comment LOL!!!

And the Rules are:

1. Write down who tagged you in white paper and your answer in number 2 and 3. Take a photo of it and upload the photo in your blog to share us how your handwriting looks like.
2. Answer these:

- your name/user name/ pseudo
- right handed or left handed ?
- your favorite letters to write ?
- your least favorite letters to write?
- Write " The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog. "

3. Tag five people.

*bit her lower lip* Sorry guys...fun fun fun...see yah!

All the Reason to Continue Living...

Is life not fair? Most of us will answer this question "HECK YES!" Absolutely, no doubt about that. Average individuals would certainly complain a lot of things in life that doesn't go along with their way. We dream of having all riches in life, but none of it ever satisfy our cravings for wealth and power. When things go wrong, we jump into conclusion that God don't love us or isn't fair in giving His blessings. I must admit, I am one of those who complained about life. There are so many questions in my head as to why I don't get what I want or why I am not like the others who has brain and beauty in one. Throughout the years of my existence, I kept on believing that I am a worthless, abandoned daughter of God. I never welcomed Him in my thoughts thinking that He's only doing it to make me feel good. But God really works in mysterious ways. He touched my heart and made me see clearly His plans for me and to each and everyone of us. He inspired me to change my views in life just like how this video gave me all the reason to continue living and finishing strong.

She's the MOM! Ta-Da!!!

We had our Lenten Recollection last night and this video was presented for us to reflect - most especially dedicated to parents. While watching it, my mouth was wide open in shock and I kept on shaking my head. Why? I can't picture or rather chose not to picture myself being her daughter at all. She's tough and wow, am actually out of words to describe her, she's actually the kind of mom who will never listen to reasons other than hers. However, if you will try to look deeper, you would say that she's somehow right on how she discipline her children but then again, you would never wish your mom to be like her. Ah, not at all! I'll bet my house on it....lols...

(but I would still suggest that you use your heart in watching the video and you will see the message)
To all the moms, let your children feel pain and learn by themselves.

Are you being HONEST?

My first ever award! This was given by Aenid of Sweet Nothings
last two or three weeks ago...
I'm sorry for the delay but I guess this is the perfect time to show it off....

When accepting this auspicious award, you must write a post bragging about it, including the name of the misguided soul who thinks you deserve such acclaim, and link back to said person so everyone knows he or she is real.

Choose a minimum of 7 blogs that you find brilliant in content or design. Or improvise by including bloggers who have no idea who you are because you don’t have 7 friends. Show the 7 random victims’ names and links and leave a harassing comment informing them that they were prized with “Honest Weblog.” Well, there’s no prize, but they can keep the nifty icon. List at least ten honest things about yourself. Then, pass it on!

Here are ten honest things about the author:

Hum me a Lullaby...

Whoa! It's been hmmm...one week or so, I haven't got to sleep well. My mind has been traveling a lot to outer space or rather to fantasy world, I most likely have unknowingly created. I might start living as the others, "Night Walkers", in due time if this sort of things will not cease.

Many of us are familiar with this kind of situation, referred as Insomnia, a condition in which a certain individual have trouble sleeping or staying asleep. It can range from mild to severe, depending on how long one is experiencing it. Long-lasting emotional stress, medicines, work habits, substances such as caffeine often times are the main cause of the disorder. Of which I certainly fall...lol...

Have you checked in?

Oh, am so sorry for not being here for awhile. Been busy lately preparing for some stuffs in the office. Well, while am out, a friend of mine invited me to this small town of Doritos. I never really explore the whole area yet 'cause we headed straight at the Hotel626. A creepy hotel I must say, -giggle- okay, actually it's an online game. The hotel is open from 6pm to 6am only. If you want to make a reservation during the day, you may do so. The GOAL is overcoming your fears - from the dark and from creatures of unknown. You must have webcam and mic if you want to get 10/10. The first time I stayed got me 8/10 and last night I tried playing again and viola I got perfect 10. Ha ha...so if you want to really test yourself and experience the beauty of the hotel ((i am lying)), Click Here and enjoy the night of terror...Don't forget to answer the phone...lols

Got Tagged

Hmmm...a little something 'bout Ms. Rizza. To Pams, thanks for sharing this one.

A- Attached or Single? – ATTACHED
B- Best Friend? – KARL
C- Cake or pie? – CAN I PICK BOTH? -lols
D- Day of choice? - TUESDAY -fireday-
E- Essential item? – DS Nintendo..yay!
F- Favorite Color? – ABSOLUTELY YELLOW
G- Gummy Bears or Worms? – ehh... -.-
I- Indulgence? - DS Mystery Games, PUZZLE, PHOTOS OF LIFE
J- June or July? – JUNE
K- Kids? – COMING SOON -smiles-
L- Life is not complete w/o – KARL AND OUR FAMILY
M- Marriage date? – upcoming event-
N- Number of magazine subscriptionsNah, can't afford to have one...
O- Orange or apple? - APPLE
P- Phobias? – haha, check it on my post "afraid of"
Q- Quotes? – "Everything happens for a reason"
R- Reason to smile? – HOW COLORFUL LIFE IS...
S- Season of choice? – SPRING OR WINTER...
T- Tag people - SweetShelo, Ken, and PuNiao
U- Unknown fact about me – ;;thinking;; soft heart?
V- Vegetable? - CAULI...
W- Worst habit? – I usually hold the tip of my hair (unknowingly, I promise..)
X- Xray or ultrasound? - ULTRASOUND
Y- Your favorite foods? – ;;whispered;; i got more than 10 so...i'll stay quiet 'bout it..-lols
Z- Zodiac sign - LIBRA

A Meme....

Heya...I was checking my blog this morning and got some message from PuNiao, an invitation actually of a Valentine meme. Don't have any idea 'bout it really but visited PuNiao's page and.... i actually love the concept of meme, it even make me smile a bit thinking of those crazy stuff I've done during my younger age...lols. Anyway, the mechanics is easy. All you need to do is to list five crazy things you've done for love -lols.
-smiles- now am nervous...lols. So, here it goes ( ):

Bled Heartily...

Yay!!! I had a little scratch on my cheek this morning and got surprised with the blood stain on the tissue - a perfect picture of a heart. I don't know how it happened...Ha ha, maybe a friendly knock on the head from Cupid that Valentines ish coming.

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From the Start

A true story of transformation....

Hi, I'm Ms. Ashley, a young girl of Rizzy's age who grew up with simple yet complicated life. Both of my relatives on mother and father's side were expecting a lot of me, especially on my studies. It is a lot of expectation though but I managed to be always on the honor list. But none of it made me happy. Why? 'cause I'm only doin' it for my family. As I grew up, I had been exposed to different types of people, be in different places and culture. I tried living life as simple as possible but life isn't fair- not with me. I got friends, yes, but just plain friends of which made me often wonder what could possibly was wrong with me that I couldn't even keep just one. Am always in between of any fights in the group and got to be blamed for all of it. Have tried pleasing everyone but it isn't enough. They just come in and out of my life - no permanent at all.

Depression enveloped my being but I hide it to myself. Wearing happy and contented mask is the only weapon I got. People would actually describe me

Sad to belong...

I was listening to itunes this afternoon and got myself humming over and over again with the song "Oh, It's sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along- by England Dan & John Ford Coley". I don't know but it just made me wonder somehow, how could one possibly know that the person he/she just met while being committed to someone else is the right one? *smiles* Personally, I don't think it's possible, not because it didn't happened to me (believe me, it happened a lot of times..lolz), but what's not possible is when you say - the right one comes along. I mean, how would you know really? The worst thing I could think of that could possibly happen to a person being in the situation is: let's say....you're engaged then you met this person (in between), you shared a lot of common things and became intimate then you decided to end your current relationship, only to realize later that you've got wrong interpretation of the whole situation - 'bout your feelings. For sure you will end up saying (still part of the song) "wish I have a time machine, until the day I was born and I would live my life again, and rearrange it so that I'll be back..." not to be yours but to stay in my relationship. ^.^ -giggles-

The whole process of finding True Love lies on how you put meaning towards Existence.

"If you don't know what Existence is,
how will you ever find love?"

Afraid of....

Hmmm...it was raining so hard the other day as I was browsing the net for some stuffs when it came to my mind about fears. Yep, you heard it right, I was kinda afraid of rains. Ha! Hate to admit but I am. The sound it makes on the roof gives me the creeps, except from the fact that am totally alone in the office. So, to stop my mind from diving into too much fear, I started hitting the Google search engine for Phobias. (out of curiousity really, I was kinda wondering if what term is coined after 'fear of rain' and others - aside from rain, i still got loads of other fears ^.^).

My curiousity did not failed me, I actually found one and to my surprise, there are lots and lots of Phobia Names, from A to Z. I was like, WOW! Never thought there's more than what I expected. But before going further, let me first define briefly what Phobia is and its types.

On Process...

Photo Courtesy of LongandFoster

Hi everyone...I know it's been quite a while since the last time I wrote on my page. My mind is pre-occupied with a lot of things lately, I got lots of paper works in the office, wedding preparation and others, thus, causing me to lose concentration in writing...just like a song writer who sometimes loses it's inspiration. But DEFINITELY, I won't give up in writing. Please bear with my absence, I will not be gone for long. Actually, am working on the next pages of my post now and I sure hope it will come out soon. Thanks for the visit and please do leave me a message.